First of all; Happy Valentine’s Day! Don’t worry, if you don’t have a valentine then you’re not alone.
Seconds of all; Since it’s Valentine’s day, I thought I might talk about love? relationships? I have no idea.
Well, I don’t have any experience whatsoever with ‘being in a relationship’, but I do have friends that are/were in a relationship.
I don’t think I’ve ever fallen in love with anyone, having a crush on someone is very different then falling in love with someone. At least, that’s how I think about it.
Love is such an overused word, yet it’s very under appreciated. Nowadays people just say “I love you” without actually processing how it might overcome towards the other person. I say “I love you” to my family and friends off course, but never to someone else.
I must really mean it when I say those 3 little words to you, because that’s a big deal. Also, relationships. Again. I have never been in a relationship, unlike other 15-year-olds nowadays. I always have bad luck when it comes to flirting, I don’t even think you can call it ‘flirting’. But after liking someone and getting hurt every single time, I kinda just decided to take a break. I’m not saying I don’t get attracted to a guy when I see one, but I try to not get attached because I don’t want to waste my time liking someone that’s way out of my limit (5sos reference. No? Okay, nevermind).
I’m not gonna lie. I love the feeling of having a crush, but I hate it when I know I’ll never be with them. I love seeing my friends being little kids over a guy they like, but I hate when they don’t take a shot and talk to that specific guy. Then again, who am I to advice them something I wouldn’t do myself.
Let me tell you that I’m not a girly-girl either. Most of my friends are guys too, so I guess they wouldn’t see me as your typical teenage girl who likes guys. And I don’t fall for someone easily either.
I can’t stay on a topic. NOT EVEN A LOVE OR RELATIONSHIP TOPIC?
But anyways, I wanna say that I’m not giving up on love, I’m just saving it for someone later. I am only 15 years old so I still have so much to learn about this thing called love.
So with that being said, never give up on something that makes you happy.
Truth is everybody is going to hurt you: you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.
– Bob Marley